Its how it transitions from feeling happy to feeling scared, like you’ll never be able to feel the sort of happiness coming from someone’s initiative to let go of some things, just so it could make your day a little better. That’s how it was for me. Some days you might find me standing in your path for all the actions you would do for me, but just a little greater than a “maybe”, the possibility of not having it due to comfort, that I decide to not let you or me to enjoy the littlest things.
you will never
find words for;
you will learn
to name them
after the ones
who gave them
It’s been a really tough day for me. I think it’s time for quiet and calm. Love and reflection.
Living with nature
I feel like my life would be better if I shut my mouth up 50% of the time
It just suddenly hit me that I am living what I’ve been reading, thinking its such a shame how two people can go through so much: High highs and low lows.
If, being selective at words just so it could be appropriately constructive are being dramatic, still, then I really have no idea how I should do it next.